Sept 16, 2014

So this week i feel like it will be really hard. last week was rough. so if you could. just keep me in your prayers. alot of personal things. along with things in the work. so just keep me in your prayers this week if you could. 

 so this past week was. well started really weird. my comp has been a little disobedient. and its been hard for me to stand up to him. so we just havent been studying super well. cause he wont study with me. haha yeah. 

 but this week everything just started to fall. i love the work. and im super frustrated cause its not going well. fetchin satan. haha this week. we lost our family. we were teaching we saw so many miracles. but they called us and said they dont want anything else with us. and a lot of other things . i dont know why! im sad cause they dont want the blessings. 

 i know its ok to be disappointed but never discouraged. haha im just like. why! why wont you accept the truth. its right here.

 so this week we have one last lesson with them. tomorrow. im hoping to be ready spiritually. doing everything i can. 

 another 3 baptisms fell this week. as they couldnt come to church. ah. im so mad!! haha 

 but yeah. thats my life. i love the mission. this is the first time. ive been so preoccupied by their spiritual well being. that it hurts me. haha i guess im starting to understand how i need to suffer for people to come unto christ. haha jesus rocks.

 but i went to the temple! it was so cool! it was cold and dry. and thats the only place in all of costa rica. hahaha i loved ti. the spirit was so so so strong. it really was what i needed. that spiritual recharge is the reason i can keep going. l'

 sorry if my letter was supper negative. haha im good. i am. just. disappointed. haha i love it here. im happy. working hard. just want to help people. =D 

 this week well yesterday was independence day here. and they go around in huge trucks like a parade. but a truck and a trailer. playing music making noise at 5 in the morning. hahaha i was not happy about that! it was pday! hahaaha and everything was closed. thats why i had to wait till today! hahaha

 it was cool. bought some new ties. super swag. haha working hard. i love you all. i love the mission. i love being here. helping people even when its hard. 

 i got to give a talk sunday. they asked me right before the sacrament. and obvi i cant plan a lesson during the sacrament. i need to be thinking about jesus. so i had honestly 1 minute to plan a 10 minute talk. it was fun. hahaha oh well.

 i got to go. love you all. 

 Love elder evans

 please keep me in your prayers